For a while I was doing so well.
Devra and I were going to see Vionna twice a week. I was getting stronger.
I had only lost a few pounds, but I was going in the right direction.
I'm not sure what happened. I got really busy with life: preschool, blogging, my new jobs, holiday stress...
To make a long story short. All that progress went straight to hell in a handbasket. I gained back all the weight I had lost and then some.
I don't even like seeing pictures of myself because I have gained weight in my face.
Well. that was the bad news.
The good news is this - yesterday I did 20 minutes on my elliptical and today I will do 20 more.
I am sick of this self-loathing.
I realize now that driving to Bethesda twice a week when my kids only have half days of school four days a week doesn't work for me. It was far too stressful. But this doesn't mean I can't work with Vionna in a new capacity. She will give us assignments and Devra and I will do them and then check in with her about once a month.
It is a new year and a new start. I am ready to go.
Who is with me?